Ape jadi Hari ni 5- Dugaan di awal Ramadhan al~Mubarak

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera

Pertama tamanya, marilah kita memanjatkan kesyukuran sebab sempat lagi puasa sampai keharini (yang period tu syukur gak le kan walaupun xley puasa)....

nk sambung sket2 dalam english ea...huahuahuahau

my Ustaz once said

' azam, bulan puasa adalah bulan kerahmatan yang mana Allah akan menguji kita dengan pelbagai cubaan dan dugaan'

at that very moment, i was half confused so i asked him back

' eh, kata bulan kerahmatan, nape plak ustaz ckp Allah akan bagi ujian pulak..itu bencana namanya...' i said

' setiap ujian yang Allah bagi tu,sentiasa ada maksud disebaliknya. Allah akan uji kita sebab kita mampu, sebab Allah nk kuatkan kita..kan rahmat tu bila kita sebenarnya sudah menjadi lebih baik dari kita sebelum ni' he said, realizing that i was confused with the statement earlier.

its been almost 15 years since those words come through my half function brain...

and it occured to me, that on those past 15 Ramadhan, everything flew like nothing. i mean, i dont really feel anything, sedar2 dah raya.... have you ever felt that?

This year, was a little bit diferent from the past...

It was a day before Ramadhan,

I merempit from work, park my JLN 1478 and went up for bath and solat,

at about 8.15, i went down with sepul hoping that he would sent me to MYDIN to meet my sister and head home to Segamat tercinta.

a simple question was asked by Sepul.

' zam, mana ko park motor?' and i showed my finger to an EMPTY SPACE......what!!!!!!!!!!! @_@
motor aku dah kene curi!!!!!! sh@t, f&c%,Ya Allah,B$B*!!!!!!

at that very moment, my mouth was filled with, mixture of kalimah suci and haram..hahaha....aku memang dah x sedar dunia dah time tu....Ya Allah, ampunila aku dan orng yang baca ni (korang pun banyak dosa kan...huahuahauhau)

after i calm down a bit, i keep my rationality, start searching, report to the guard, went to the police station (first time aku buat report sendiri ni beb) and met with my sister, drive the KELISA BHA 2520 straight to Melaka, pick up my brother and straight to Segamat. Damn penat dowh...

My father was calm, my mother was calm, and things went by like nothing happend.

'dahla zam, menda nk jadi...balik nanti bawak je Kelisa ni' a very sweet and realxing word from the greatest father ever..thnks ayah..

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